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Friday, April 16th, 2004
11:39 am
endless endless
Oh my god. I finally became 28. Can you imagine how weird it is to be 28? It's as weird as to be 27 and probably as to be 29 too. It's been 10 years since I was 18. What does this mean? Nout, I suppose. Ver turned to 28 when she was in Japan 5 years ago, and I thought she was old. Now I'm 28, twenty eight, にじゅうはち, 二十八, 4x7.

No, it's not big deal at all. I'm so lazy and i stopped counting my age years ago. Hee. So, I'm calm. I'm not freanking out. I'm gonna freak out when I start telling you stupid things like, "I'm 18 forever" or "I'm 16 at heart" or stuff like that. You don't wannna act like 18 year old when you're 28, do you? So, I'm gonna have to start acting like a 28 year old man. I'm no longer 27. A 28 year old man should go clubbing and get pissed in a pub like a 27 year old man.

God, I just love myself.

But don't tell me happy birthday. It's not really happy when you're 28.

Current Mood: lazy
Monday, April 5th, 2004
11:53 am

1Hiya! I haven't updated because I didn't have anything to report. Actually I haven't got anything to wrinte other than this beautiful weather today either. :o) The sky is blue with no clouds. The air is dry and spring breeze touches my cheek. Yeah, big deal. But I feel like I can do anything on a day like this.

We're going to have the 3 year anniversary of my grandma's death this weekend. i can't believe it was 3 years ago. Time passes and we get old. And, it's almost a year since I moved back to Sendai. It's funny because I wasn't going to stay here for this long. I think I need to go to Tokyo see all of my friends. I can't believe I haven't seen them for a year.

Ok ok, enough. I'm off to work.



Current Mood: calm
Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
10:48 am
loveless
2愛+4愛+2+4愛-sunset+4愛+2愛+4愛+2愛+4愛+2愛+4愛-sunset+4愛
+2愛+4愛+2愛+4愛+2愛+4愛-sunset+4愛+2愛+4愛+2愛=true heart(真実!)

2愛+4愛+2愛+4愛-sunset+4愛+2愛+4愛+2愛・・・・・・・・・・=true heart(真実!)


今、愛の灯のライト すべての日々が
今、愛の灯のライト すべてのひとが

今、愛の灯のライト すべての綺麗が
今、愛の灯のライト すべてのことが

今、愛の灯のライト “すべて”の意味が--------

今、愛の灯のライト 

all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all
all all right!!!!

God, my weekend was fucking busy. Noriko's bf's family came over and we had dinner together on Saturday and sunday night. HIs mum got pissed and never stopped talking about stupid things. What a nightmare. I didn't like her at all. Although Jun's brother is a cool lad. Let me tell ya, I'm so glad that it was not me who's getting married.

I'm tried.

Current Mood: tired
Friday, March 12th, 2004
11:22 am
young love topless
Fuck. My sister's boyfriend's family are coming to Sendai this weekend. I have no idea what I'm gonna do about it. We already booked nice restraunts for Saturday and Sunday. 2 families meeting up for the first time. But the question is why do I have to be there as well? Because I'm her brother. Fuck. I'm totally freaking out. Am I the only one that's freaking out in my family? I wanna know how my dad's feeling about this.

My best friend is in troubles. In alot of serious troubles. His girlfriend suffers from nervous break down and he can't see her at all. It's been almost for a year. His dad is fucking alcoholic and never works. He got out of the house but now his mum's sick and she's in hospital now. His baby sister got pregnant.She already decided to have abortion 'cos her boyfriend is a prick. His friend commited a suicide and she's fucking dead. The factory he was working at shut down and he had to find a new job. (And he did. I was so happy about that.) What a great world we all live in, eh? All these things happened within 4 months. He needs a break. He's looking forward to visiting me in Australia. Yeah, I think he needs to get out of Japan for a while. He's a great guy. We became best friends on the day we met. I suppose we're so called soul mates. I wish I could help him out, but I'm afraid there's nothing I can do. But the good thing is that he's not depressed. He's feeling he's amaziningly unlucky but he can joke about it and all. Man, this country is fucked. Everyone is sick and we've got the highest suicide rate in the world. I'm fucking proud of it. Where did we all go wrong?

Current Mood: cynical
Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
11:24 am
stranger then the paradise
I'm bored out of my mind. My sister went to India to see her old mate and I'm waiting for hearing from her, like what's going on there and all. Oh god, she's getting married soon, and I'll have to meet her boyfriend's family for the first time in about 2 weeks. I hope they're good people. Well, I'm sure they're good people, but what am I suppose to do at the dinner table with them? "Eh, hi. I'm Noriko's brother." Damn, it sounds stupid.

I'll probably miss her wedding anyway. I'll be in Australia and I'm thinking of going to Indonesia first to see my friend. My mum's gonna freak out. "You're not attending to your sister's weeding and what? You're going to India?" "No, mum, Indonesia."

To be honest, it'll be great to miss her wedding. I don't wanna see my parents giving a speach in tears, and I know everybody's gonna tell me it's my turn next. Oh dear. I know it's my turn next because there's nobody left. I will marry someday and get a house with a small nice garden. I know it's my duty to make little Kazutos to make this miserable world a better place. Fucking hell.

Current Mood: lazy
Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
10:40 am
less talk no action
Since there's nothing going on in my life, I haven't updated this journal much. I suppose I should write about what's going on in my head instead.

So, what's going on in there?

Not much really. I'll try to remember what I was thinking last night for instance.

1. Do I still have a chance to play for japanese national team?
2. Why did my friend go to John Squire's solo concert when he
wan't even a stone roses fan?
3. Who cares about Stone Roses now?
4. Not me.
5. tried to sing elepant stone but couldn't remember the lyrics.
6. sang like a virgin instead.

Geez, I always thought I was a smart one but I guess I was wrong. But as long as I've soul, I don't need to be start, right?

What you need, soul power! You got to have it, soul power!

Fuck, this is going nowhere.

Current Mood: cynical
10:40 am
less talk no action
Since there's nothing going on in my life, I haven't updated this journal much. I suppose I should write about what's going on in my head instead.

So, what's going on in there?

Not much really. I'll try to remember what I was thinking last night for instance.

1. Do I still have a chance to play for japanese national team?
2. Why did my friend go to John Squire's solo concert when he
wan't even a stone roses fan?
3. Who cares about Stone Roses now?
4. Not me.
5. tried to sing elepant stone but couldn't remember the lyrics.
6. sang like a virgin instead.

Geez, I always thought I was a smart one but I guess I was wrong.
Thursday, February 12th, 2004
10:50 am
Who is Jane?
Sweeet Jaaaane, oh ohh ohhh!
Why are there so many songs about Jane? Sweet Jane, Jane says, lazy line painter jane. What's so special about Jane?

I'm being very lazy now although I have to go to work soon. Yesterday was a public holiday and also my sister's birthday. Happy birthday, Noriko! You're getting old! I slept all day. I died in my dream. Actually I had the same dream the day before too. Scary, innit? I died! Yay! That's not something you can experience easily. I never wanna see the same dream again though.

I dunno why, but I've been like I'm some heroine in a film or somebody from belle and sebastian songs. "Working in a villege shop, putting a poster up" (Yes, I'm Morvern Callar!) I've been feeling like that since I moved back to Sendai. This place is fucking boring but probably just becasue I was born here. I need a change.

oops, I must run now.

Current Mood: lazy
Friday, February 6th, 2004
10:44 am
Ok, my third one, although I still can't find anything to write. Well, my grandma has been in hopital for about a month and she's coming home next week. There's nothing wrong with her, atleast there's nothing serious. She's just old. Not a very interesting topic.

God, I hate my job. I'm teaching english to small kids. Well, I don't mind teaching english. English is the only thing I'm good at. Bit I can't stand those kids. Let me tell ya, they're fucking evils. "oi, you lot! Quiet!!!" I'm tired of saying that. You know the worse thing? Their bloody mothers. I know what they're thinking when they look at me. "Can he really teach?" Fuck off. Working in a music shop was alot better.

But there are more important things in life than other people's kids, right? Like, girls, women, chicks, the girls who are boys and the boys who are girls. Ehh...There's not much to say about this either. It seems like I've been amazingly unlucky about this last 2 years. No, I haven't been unlucky. I was just stupid. Why the fuck was I so stupid when I was...Ehh...I'll shut up. There are more important things in life, yeah? Like, starving people, civll wars and other people's kids.

Got to go work. And I'm feeling ecstatic!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Thursday, February 5th, 2004
10:31 am
2 kool 4 skool!
I still don't really know how this works. I have to figure it out. Ehh..it's bloody cold here. It was snowing last night. I will miss snow when I go to Melbourne. Alright, enough of this boring weather talk. Or maybe talk is always enough and I need more action.

Less talk more action!

Current Mood: cold
Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
12:23 pm
Ooohhhh, my first journal! I haven't got anytyhing to say though. My life in Sendai, or japan, has been boring as hell, and I'm dreaming of the day when I can get out of here for good. Since I don't know who will be reading this other than euro trash girl, seriously I don't know what to write.

Ehh...I'm going to Australia this summer just in case there's any australian out there.

That's the only news.

I need a drink.

Current Mood: tsulareta
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